started school today

was rejected by tmobile this morning because i didn't have my primary account holder present to reactivate my sim card. sucks

drove to school and fought for parking. managed to pick a spot at vet's stadium. entered sociology and recognized stephanie johnson. she didn't recognize me but whatever. took a seat in the front row and zoned out as KAYDANIELS read a story about NACIREMA. wrote about a page response about what is the focus of sociology and was dumbfounded about the dumbfounded faces that surrounded me. shit.

after class i went to the cafeteria and waited for boreth. was disappointed for getting hopes up. however, as i was leaving i saw bryan, tony, and miguel. perked up because miguel gave me curly fries. after eating i went to claim a seat in chem class and met taiwanese eeeee-swooo???? and african american lola wuwu??? i do'nt know. suffered an hour and a half of lecture and met randy before prelab. suffered another 2 hours listening to safety inscructions. whatever.

picked up marissa and jaydrien and watched horror movies for a while. went to four season in cerritos and ate yummy grilled beef short rib korean style. lovely.

felt kinda bad because i've been hiding something i know from marissa. but i want her to tell me herself. felt even worse because she got sick off of the seafood curry she ordered. and jaydrien's omelette was just freaking whack. oh well.

dropped off marissa at cerritos college and jaydrien at his "crib."

went back to lbcc for film and was surprised that class size was 128 kids with 50 or so on the waiting list. was disappointed that stupid people from stupid lakewood were sitting right behind me. was extremely entertained for a good hour and a half because riggins can actually interact with a crowd. pleased.

after class i drove to tyler's house and ate a hot pocket and had some diet dr. pepper. felt the need to leave to prepare for school so i left.

suddenly felt the need to see boreth. went home. not there. went to bernards house. not there. went to john's house. not there. but john was there. chatted for a bit about him passing his license test and hanging out on tuesday. became happier.

i don't know why i would ever expect to find him in front of my house. but i'm sorry i feel this way. i do not want to feel this way. i doubt he even feels the same. i'm so confused. but hell, i really wanted to kiss him in chemistry.

freaking sentence fragments are all i can muster with a withdrawal of summer doses.

woke up and was freaking out because my father was happy

went to starbucks, baja fresh, and bought school supplies at target
vaccuuuummed car
picked up christina and soka
went with boreth, christina, soka, jon, and bernard to south coast plaza

the lab

the camp

milk and honey

mitsuwa

went to skyline and discovery park
lost/got my cell phone stolen

ended day with distrubution of monkeys

chilled at yogurtland in cerritos.

died for a while.

deanna is trying new things.
like sushi.
and reading.
and livejournal.